Monday, June 25, 2012

Because He first loved us...

Today I fed six kids lunch on my porch. Six little people packed with potential and hopes and fears and dreams.

Four of those were my own little buggers, and two were from the neighborhood. As I laid out the extra dishes and served the extra food, I thought about how this picture would be multiplied on the farm. I imagine 20 kids sitting around the family table sharing about their day at school and enjoying food they helped prepare...and feeling a sense of belonging.

I want to use cooking and baking and canning to teach kids about life, faith, and family. I want to show them how they can make delicious, healthy foods with the things they grow themselves. I imagine the smiles on kids' faces when I send them home with a pie they helped make, or a jar of jam they helped can, or a bag of apples they helped pick...and feeling a sense of pride.

I think about the conversations we will have. How, when you have a child busy doing something in the kitchen, they have a tendency to open up and share from their heart. I think about the words I can say to encourage and exhort. And I imagine them going home again...and feeling loved.

Every kid should have those...a sense of belonging, and of pride, and of being loved. I pray that God uses the farm for all those things. I pray He works through me...and uses my hands and my heart.


"We love because he first loved us."
1 John 4:19

Monday, June 4, 2012

Coming along...

Several times a week I get asked, "How are things coming with the Farm?" Sometimes there is news to share, but often times I simply say, "Well, things are coming along. As soon as we have all the money we need we will make an offer!"

The kids have started asking, too.
"Mommy, when are we moving to the farm? I just can't wait!"

It is fun to see their joy and anticipation. It is fun to hear all the things they think we will NEED on the farm. Cats, Dogs, Chickens, Cows, Horses...
a mudpile.

I am excited, too. And sometimes I find myself asking God, "So, how ARE things going with the farm? What's YOUR timeline?" And I always feel like He tells me to just keep putting one foot in front of the other. To just keep being faithful.



It's fun to think of us on the farm. Learning, growing, being stretched into the new areas God has for us. I imagine making apple pies with lots of eager hands, and washing lots of muddy clothes, and hearing the sound of lots of happy voices. I imagine my husband teaching kids with his creativity and patience and seeing God do His amazing work on lives. I am excited. I know that even with all my thinking and imagining...I still have no idea what He is up to. And I guess that is part of the fun, too.

But as it is written:
“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”

1 Corinthians 2:9